puzzled

last night i was taking a bubble back and thinking about my diary and how everything is kinda gloomy and whiny and bitchy and there hasn't been any "ooo i've had such a good day" type stuff in it...and today i was gonna write something good then it went downhill i can't even type about it right now...i can't get my thoughts str8. everything's just a big mass of confusion. i'll be back O! and my boyfriend is online..aint said 2 fucking words to me...be here for hours...aint said a fucking word....

2002-04-15/8:46 p.m.