soon i'll grow up and i wont even flinch at your name.,...
What's it been over a decade?
It still smarts like it was four minutes ago
We only influenced each other totally
We only bruised each other even more so
What are you my blood? You touch me like you are my blood
What are you my dad? You affect me like you are my dad
How long can a girl be shackled to you
How long before my dignity is reclaimed
How long can a girl stay haunted by you
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name...
...What are you my god? You touch me like you are my god
What are you my twin? You affect me like you are my twin
How long can a girl be tortured by you?
How long before my dignity is reclaimed
And how long can a girl be haunted by you
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name...
...What are you my kin? You touch me like you are my kin
What are you my air? You affect me like you are my air
I think sometimes I give him too much power. I can't blame him for everything. He can't be the force driving all of my emotions. He doesn't control me. I make it seem that way bc i give him the power. Its not all his fault. I must take responsibility for myself.
2003-02-26/8:14 a.m.